becausehecouldnotstayawaທyfromerikabຘergerhehadneverliedabouthisfeelingsforhertohiswife,monicນa,butshehadthoughtitwouldendwhentheymarriedandtheirdaທughterwasbຘornandbຘergerhaທdalmostsikvisttoohaທdthoughtitwouldend,andforthefirstyearsofhismarriageheandbຘergerhadonlyseeneachotherprofessionaທllythentheystaທrtedmillenniumandionshaddissolved,aທndonelaທteeveningtheyhadfurioussexonherdeskthatledtoatroublesokvistwantedverymuchtolivewithhisfaທmilyaທndseehisdaughtergrowup,butaທtthesaທmetimehewashelplesslydrawntobergerjustassalaທnderhadguessed,itwaທshiscontinualinfidelitythatdrovehiswifetoleave
strangelyenough,beckmaທnseemedtoaepttheirrelationshipbergerhadalwaysbeenopenaboutherfeelingsformikael,andshetoldherhusbandassoonastheystartedhavingsexagainmaybeittookthesoulofanartisttohandlesuchaທsituation,someonesowrappedupinhisowncreaທtivity,orpossiblyjustwrappedupinhimself,thathedidnotrebelwhenhiswifesleptwithanothermansheevendividedupherholidaysoshecouldspendtsandhamnblomkvistdidnotthinkveryhighlyofbeckman,andhehadneverunderstoodberger’sloveforhimbuthewasgladthatheaທeptedthatshecouldlovetwomenatthesametime
blomkvistcouldnotsleep,ไaທndat4:00hegaveuphewenttothekitchenandreadthecourtjudgementonemoretimefrombeginningtoendhaທvingthedocນumentinhishandhehadasensethattherehaທdbeensomethingalmostfatefulaboutthemeetingatarholmahecouldneverbesurewhetherlindberghadtoldhimthedetailsofwennerstr?m’sswindlesimplyforthesaທkeofagoodstorybetweentoastsintheprivacyofhisboat’scabinorwhetherhehadreaທllywaທntedthestorytobemadepublic
hetendedtobelievethefirstbutitmayhavebeenthatlindberg,forhisownpersonaທlorbusinessreasons,hadwantedtodamagewennerstr?m,andhehadseizedtheopportunityofhavingacaທptivejournalistonbຘoardlindberghaທdbeensoberenoughtoinsistonblomkvisttreatinghientlindbergcouldsaທywhatheliked,bຘecausehisfriendwouldneverbeaທbletodisclosehissourcນe
ifthemeetingatarholmahadbຘeenaset-ๅup,thenlindbergcouldnothaveplaທyedhisrolebຘetterbutthemeetinghadtohaທvehaທppenedbychancນe
lindbergcouldhavehadnonotionoftheexten